My Mistake

I am sorry i have not gone to hospital after my sister-in-law's delivery.

I feel really sorry for not visiting there even for a mere moment.

I am terribly sorry for thinking that everyday would be their final day at hospital..

Now that i know am wrong and how bad the new-borne is doing,
I feel empty inside and i am stricken with grief over the things i have not done.

I am sorry

I am sorry.

I wish i'd have realized this a little earlier.

How I wish i can undo things!
How I wish i can redo it all once again!
How I wish to spend sometimes with the little baby girl!

I am full of regrets and i repent MY MISTAKE..
After all, it's my MISTAKE..

PS. i did visit the hospital yesterday.. twice..
this article was written day before yesterday.
i m not that inhumane for god's sake.

Misunderstandings

Have you ever come across times when you have been totally misunderstood?
Have you been in a situation when the second party interprets what you said in a complete different way?
Have you ever felt frustration over this and feels as if this would not happen?

Well, I have been...
Believe it or not, in our short span of life we come across this kind of circumstances on almost daily basis.

This happens in every family.
This could and does occur in every relationship.
Be it Mother - Father or among parents and children.

Sometimes we have to jeopardize what we believe in over this...
Sometimes we have to let go of our vantage point and chose some other way even if it not be the right path of things.

Right now i am in one of these stands.
Status and incidents are bound to influence people and their think point.
This stray people away from the track.

Sometimes these things are inevitable,
Sometimes it can be ignored or skipped
Sometimes it can be regarded as 'just another phase of life'.
But both the parties would have to fully understand the knowledge about other's character.

Then only it will be the perfect family,
Then only it will be the perfect relationship,
Then only it will be the perfect friends.

But believe me, this is not easy,
And this is really really RARE.

Obama Wont Be Any Good!

Why I Fired My Secretary Today!

i jst read this from scribd.com and thot of sharing with u ppl.
hope u wud enjoy this as much as i did or a bit more.. and i added a foto..
here is the reference..
http://www.scribd.com/doc/28415/Why-I-fired-my-secretary-today

Last week was my birthday and I didn't feel very well waking up that morning. I
went downstairs for breakfast hoping my wife would be pleasant and say, "Happy
birthday!", and possibly have a present for me.

As it turned out, she barely said good morning, let alone "Happy birthday".
I thought... well, that's marriage for you, but the kids will remember. My kids
ate breakfast and didn't say a word.

So when I left for the office, I was feeling pretty low and somewhat despondent.
As I walked into my office, my secretary, Jane said, "Good morning boss, happy
birthday!" It felt a little better that at least someone had remembered.

I worked until one o'clock and then Jane knocked on my door and said, "You know,
it's such a beautiful day outside, and it's your birthday, let's go out to lunch,
just you and me".

I said, "Thanks Jane, that's the greatest thing I've heard all day. Let's go!"
We went to lunch. But we didn't go where we normally would go. We dined instead at
a little place with a private table. We had two martinis each and I enjoyed the
meal tremendously.

On the way back to the office, Jane said, "You know, it's such a beautiful day...
We don't need to go back to the office, do we?"

I responded, "I guess not. What do you have in mind?"

She said, "Let's go to my apartment".

After arriving at her apartment Jane turned to me and said, "Boss, if you don't
mind, I'm going to step into the bedroom for a moment. I'll be right back".

"OK", I nervously replied.

She went into the bedroom and, after a couple of minutes, she came out carrying a
huge birthday cake... followed by my wife, kids, and dozens of my friends and coworkers,
all singing "Happy Birthday".

And I just sat there...

On the couch...

Naked...

Gf/Bf vs Friends

Many times i think about this,
What really is the difference btwn Gf/Bf and Friends?
Are there any difference at all?
Just now i have been answrd by ma shwt pumpkin..

According to her,
Friends are people who call randomly to check on another one,
to call dhethere dherethin to know abt him/her and to share some
fun...

And Gf/Bf's would call a little bit ginain than friends..
And there is a lot to it, and it gets complicated,
when we put gf/bf vs husband/wife..
Oh.. god.. hama asl ves there are a lot of differences dho..

all thanks to Laa for leting me know abt those,
before i get too overwhelmed with my dream land.
thanks for letting me kno before i lost u completely..
i m soree that ma think point was wrong,
i hate to admit, bt ur attitude was damn rite abt this and i wil stick to it.

Dreams Being Shattered

I spend last nite thinkin abt wat will happen to me after the course
I wish that friend of mine had not given that bad news.
At least it could have given me a good nights sleep.
Anyways now the damage is being done and i have to think of a Plan B..
A Plan B which i never got prepared for and never expected..
Pity i forgot the saying, EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED!

It was told that both AG's and PG's office has no vacant posts available.
And its very very unlikely to get one, if the person not be the cram of the course.
I was depressed when he told me that the last batch of our course is still roamin around to and fro AG and PG.
But i beleev there is a mere chance of being accepted..
But it has to be SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST!

My dreams are being shattered.. My life has been scrambled.
All plans need extra remodelling, have to start all over again.
I was devastated to let go of the dream,
which ultimately will cover up the mess of debt i created,
which ultimately bring happiness to my house and wealth to my family,
which ultimately could happen to be the medical care for my mom,
which ultimately WOULD BRING ME AND LAA CLOSER AND TOGETHER.

Lets C about my choices,IF that calamity befell on me.

Plan A..
I can join police or some other place with an attractive salary,
and try turning to my dreams sloly

Plan B..
I can go for LLB on my own.. the worst part..

Plan C..the worst of worst
I can leave LAW completely and get back on some stupid job and go about my stupid life.

Damn.. I m Stuck between a rock and the stormy sea..
'''''sighs''''

One Hour!

Wow.. I m speechless..
Just now i spend both the most wonderful
And most painful one hour of my life...

Wonderful for the things me n laa did together..
Happy for the way we utilized our limited time.
Delighted to see her for the last time..
For another dreadful long one year..
Cheerful abt the way we handled things,
Both intrinsic and extrinsic..
Glad the way she coordinated our moves..
So that we wud have no further regrets..
Ummmmmmmaaaahh

Painful for the most parrtt..
For we wont be seeing each other for another year o more..
Sad about the long distance calls,
Depressd abt lookin at the fotographs for the rest of the year..
For the most part.. its jst unhappy..

Thanks darling shweet heart...
Thanks for the looks and that gleeful stares..
And meaningfull whispers and comforting touchs.
Its jst AWESOME..
Thanks for the hot ummeeeeeeezz...
Thanks for the last word u said..

Actually i gave u the novel which i have not read yet..
For the other one is legal-fiction and that wud bore u down..
Bt the one i gav u is of essence and women related..
With no comparison.. the gr8 BARBARA TAYLOR.. hope u enjoy..
I gave it because i knew u wud be bored on the way... in the boat..
Dont woree.. i have read that story last year in the library..
I gave u the PIN because i knew deep in ur heart u wud lov it..
Enjoy every moment..
Lurve u..

Siyaasee Benumah Discos Banned

I feel both pity and bit proud to write about this discos getting banned at the eleventh hour.

Pity on the ways and great lengths people went about organising this discos in Male' so openly to celebrate the new year's eve for the year 2009.

Thru out the day i have been hearing and seeing abt the ads on it. Even some took this as an oppourtunity to critisize and compare the current government and former Maumoon-led government. I felt really awkward about the comments i heard on the subject, like maumooon huri iru mihaa vareh nuveye and some bullshits..

Proud dat Islamic affairs ministry undertook the stresing issue and was responsible enuf to stop it even at the last minute. We as 100% islami-claiming country shud not have those controversial events. I leave that to them, not my part of the argument.
What i know is islam is best in its default. It need no editing, refrshing or modernising. Be it thru discos o dJs.

But then i wonder, why could not the ministry come up with a solution to this bit earlier? Why cud not they tend to this sooner if they want to ban this with islam as a motive? Mayb these are stupid questions no one wud answr. But at least the organisers of this would have been saved from troubles and huge expenses. At least the people who favored this and wanted to be there need not face disappointment after all those preparations. I bet more than half the people bought new costumes according to the theme! What a rejection! Poor people.

Could it be that minister's decision is based on some power hungry political agenda? I really do not want to think so. But unfortunately this time it happens to be true. I mean if they were looking for events which obstruct islam in anyway, why cud not they take some action before everythin got this finalised? They were not aware of it? I doubt it.

There is this thing i did not understand abt the event, though. Some organisers at TVM's Mariyadhuge show was said to say for women entrance is for free and for men they charage a sum of RF 300.00. How absurd is this? I cannot understand this odd way of charging. Can we regard this as discrimination of some sort? Maybe i didnt understand their concept. But still i cant help wondering why do the women get free entrance .. Wel, Let me think..

um.. Because they have got tits??? keke

A Trio Celebrating New Year

tonight we celebrated the new year on our own way,
me, edm, and edy..
missd the lovable company of sola..
it could have been a real reunion

many times i wonder,
so many frnds has come and gone,
but these three are always there,
so many years passd, bt we are stil together.

we might have misd hours, days and even weeks without calling eech other,
but deep in our heart we neva forget each other.

we went to some Indian restaurant to have a hearty dinner,
and filld our stomachs till its full

then there goes a long walk///
all the way chit chatting abt edy's love life and
his 'bureege this thing'

oops, m i being too gay? ok.. strike that 'buri' part

then there goes our coffee @ dolphin..
ekkala eddy faharak hakuru pckt eh angayah malhaali..

people change so much over time dho..
for instance coffee ga indhaa dhimavi shaaneeez
i remember him bas ahaa kujja on 10th grade.. or was it 9th? dnt kno.
now he is more like a yo guy.. a terrific change i shud say..

heard a new thing abt sola..
bitu govagen gos thalhaali bondeega udhoali halak kollee yo...
seriusly no offense... dats wat i heard, more o less

P.s. rite nw solaa huree bitakaa behigen greece ah aruvaafa..
happy new year man..

Two Double Xero Nine

It’s the beginning of a new year
A totally new start with fresh breath
Just the beginning of 2009

In which lies new hope,
New agendas for some, and new items for others,
New friends and new opportunities
In which one can act upon,

A chance for one to repent
A time for one to forget and heal past regrets
A place for one to start anew