Disappointed!

we went for a long walk today evenin..
we were not alone..
even though it is no so,
we somehow were happy..
mayb to see each other..
popcorn we enjoyed..
we continued on our own path..
me to mosque followd by office..
she to her home.
after a long time,
my missing of her intensified.
so i called.. to hear that lovly voice..
to give me enuf strenght to go thru da nite
for i get energised by her toks..
damn.. 'madhan miulhenee rashah dhaan'
shit.. shit..
shit
shit..
i jst cudnt take it..
its not fair..
bt then da world is not fair at al.:(:(
''weeps''
''''weeeps'''
wherever u go.. i wil lv u foreva.