Warning! A Mighty Disaster is Expected!

i act weird these days.
seems like am the only college student who roam around there
without heading home throughout the day.
normally i would avoid home at any cost
i would chose to be away from there till every one is soundly asleep.

there are my reasons.
i am frightened.
i am dreading the coming disaster.
i think i can feel the magnitude of it.
i feel like me and my family or rather what is left of it might not survive.
i do not want to let go of anyone.
dammit, the last thing i would want is multitude of problems at this stage of my life.

i think i have temper problems.
but then anyone who lives a life like mine is deemed to be.
damn, this is not how i want it.
is not there going to be a true ending?
everything is supposed to be ending happily-ever-after
but that is far from reality.

too much to lose.
everything is at stake.
my life is in jeopardy.
we are going to be ruined.
life might not be normal anymore.
aarghhhhh
seriously, family crap stinks.

i want to go away.
i wish i can fly away.
i long for everything to be normal back again.

13 comments:

  Anonymous

March 15, 2009 at 6:44 AM

ooooh shud we be running scared shitless?... one cannot help but feel sorry for the lot of ya.Get a life please. LOL

  lilac

March 15, 2009 at 6:49 AM

life is full of troubles ..wat we need is to face it not to run away from it...most prefer to run away..me too.but is the best choice??it will be hard n distrbn to face such a problem..but if dere is anythn u can do on it its better to do sumthng..not to hide..
just a piece of advice... :)
hope the disaster goes away soon bringing u the beautiful side of life.

  .mini

March 15, 2009 at 12:49 PM

life is full of challenges
everyone have their own problems
some cannot go through it
but i hope you do
maybe you need a lil push from a friend to work on whats wrong and to make it right
best of luck for that ^.^

  Anonymous

March 15, 2009 at 1:22 PM

The most satisfying part about life is that it is full of challenges. Otherwise life on earth will be boring and uninteresting. Great post.

  Anonymous

March 15, 2009 at 1:38 PM

When all about you is black with gloom
And all you feel is pending doom.
When your bones are racked with grim despair
When every breath is a gasp for air.
Keep on going, though you need to grope
For around the bend is a ray of hope.

  PemPeNeyNo AnEsThEyShiYa

March 15, 2009 at 1:48 PM

hmmm... trying is always there.. never lose hope!! one day you'll succeed.. tc

  Anonymous

March 15, 2009 at 2:23 PM

'kankaa dheke ma varaka loabi vegen thehinganyyy'

'You live in my heart,
i won't break it apart,
even if it makes me to cry,
i will love you till i die.

Blood doesn't flow in my vein,
ur thought flows in it as a pain,
I may not be the one for you,
i would have still loved you-
even if i knew....

My love is not written on sand,
for the waters to wash away,
it is written in my heart to stand,
all the difficulty that comes its way.

You still live in my eyes,
even after seeing all the goodbyes,
You can go to any place you desire,
the dream of being together will-
always burn like a fire....

I still smile looking into the life of yesterday,
to wipe away the tears that you bring everyday,
Nights seems to be getting longer and longer,
with thoughts of u getting stronger and stronger.

My love may not be one happy chapter,
like the saying "they lived happily ever after",
By loving,i have lost everything to you,
what i still possess is just the memories-
of once being with you.... '

  Goddess

March 15, 2009 at 3:26 PM

MIKE! like i said before.. everythings gonna b alryt..
Never loose hope!!..
*hugs*

  Anonymous

March 15, 2009 at 3:55 PM

keraane kama nethy dhy.."hehehe"

cheer up boy/girl(??)... im sure everything gonna be alrite

gudnyte *mwhah*

  Anonymous

March 15, 2009 at 5:44 PM

hey cheer up man!! everythings gonna b alrite. let the time heal the 'wounds'. face the disaster. m sure ur a guy ful of courage.
pray that u'll c the sunnyside of life soon.
Face all the challenges with a will power and ur sure gonna win.

Cheer up dude. akunama tata :D

  The Shadowrunner

March 15, 2009 at 10:32 PM

WHAT?!.

You... you feel this?.

Impossible!. I've already located the target building, and gained access to the network within... and then... you...

BAH!. I'll make a change of plans. The greatest attacks are the ones that are never announced...

  Mike Abraham

March 16, 2009 at 12:40 AM

@anonymous
thanks for the ad...

@silent tears
thnks dear

@.mini
dnt woree mini.. m up for da fight

@cute
very true..

@anon
m making a turn to find the light

@pemp.
yep i will, my dear

@anony.
ain? excuse me?
btwn a nice poem..

@soyouthink..
hwdy dear

@soconfused..
i sure am.. 'keranney kameh nethifa' as u put it

@bramble
i will..

@the shadowrunner.
i am only human:P:P and its my dear family which is concerned

  The Shadowrunner

March 16, 2009 at 8:08 AM

Oh, never mind then. I was going for a "display of military strength" rather than outright destruction.

:P