Sad!

um... um...
unlike other times i could not write my daily notes last night.
when i got home it was late night and all were asleep.
there was no place for me to sleep :(
worst of all, i could not even get hold of my notepad.
i just sat watching Raju Chaachaa on star gold, feeling both drawn and tired.

Duno, i heard my shweet shafu crying and the sound of my sis.
i somehow fell asleep on the chair with the remote.
shafu was vomiting like no other and it was all over the place.
even a mere sniff of it would make you vomit too.
whole the night i had to go through that. Me, Sis and Mom.
and ofcourse, Shafoo.. i was surprised that no other awoke even to the sound of it.
they were dead asleep even when she was taken to hospital in the rain at 3 o'clock in the mornin. {Sleepy heads}

hm.. as for today, i have tried myself to be very busy so that i can at least forget somethings i am going through.
how i wish i can forget all those moments spend with 'her'...
i still can't understand why she did this or is doing this to me?